December 2009
61 posts
It doesn't matter how long I've known you. All...
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There's a difference between someone who listens...
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She used my laptop to check her email. Then she left it. I keep reading that email you sent her over and over. So this is what they’ve been keeping from me. You’re in Belgium, going to the best hospital for cancer. That makes me feel a bit better, I suppose. But why do you think you’re wasting time with all these treatments ? I don’t get it, I really don’t....
With the new year coming, I’ve been looking back at this year, like most people would, and realized that while it was filled with crap, there were moments that I could say, changed my perspective on things. I can’t say I loved this year, but I really can’t say I hated it. I met people who have had an impact on my life. I’ve had people leave me this year, but everything...
Everyone repetitively asks me if I'm okay. What am...
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Sometimes I wish I could forget everything about...
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I can’t believe you. You think buying a house or paying for school is more important than your own son’s health ? You’re freaking 50-something years old. School really isn’t that important for you right now. You’re sitting in my house right now, crying. You’re so stupid. You have nothing now. I’m not trying to be mean, cause I really do love you....
Everything seems easier when you say it in your...
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Force a smile, blink back the tears, I'm supposed...
And just for a second there, I thought you maybe...
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You always bring a smile to my face. Even when I...
I'm looking back at our old conversations.
And I wanna cry cause we’ve changed so much. We use to be so close, but now…
I wish I could replay that moment over and over...
Hm,
I’ve been thinking. I put up with you through all your troubles. I listen to you vent, I help you with your problems & give you advice. I never give you short little replies when you need someone to talk to. Cause I know people give you those short replies that make you frustrated, cause you think they aren’t paying attention. Sure, we’ve shared good times together. I admit...
Behind all those sweet words, he's a liar. And you...
I’m seriously done with you. Believe him all you want, he’s just like all those other guys. The ones who only want you until they’re bored with you. When he hurts you, don’t come running back to me with tears in your eyes. Cause I’m done dealing with all your crap.
121809.
Morning, got to school. Gave people their presents. Thanks for the presents, Mariah, Chia-ry, and Bridgitte ! (: I loove it (: Plus, thanks for the cards, Jowel and Amy ! First, corrected tests. Second, movie. Third, corrected tests. Break, gave AmyChu her present (: Fourth, freee time. Fifth, paper cranes ! LMAO, Johnpaul kept asking for help causee he didn’t know how to do...
121609.
This morning, got to school & talked to Bridgitte and Mariah. O’Brien, test. Alvarez, quiz. I wrote Hellolove(: on my arm, lol, and Hello(: I love you, on my hand. There was nothing else to do. Break, talked to MichelleC, CarinaU, Sylvia, and them. Lising, speech thingy. Fujimoto, Elf. Lunch, talked to Chia-ry, Mariah, Bridgitte, and Amy. Honma, test. I barely finished on time. Spengler,...
You're different. But that's why I love you.
You love not by finding the perfect person, but by...
121509.
Morning. Got to school, talked to Riah&Bridgitte. First, notes. Second, brain pop. Then more notes. Break, forgot. Third, speech ! D: I hate writing speeches. Fourth, this class isn’t fun anymore. Probably one of my least favorite classes. Lunch, MrFujimoto kept us in for like 5 minutes. Bought lunch with Chia-ry. Talked to Mariah, Bridgitte, Chia-ry, and Amy. Bleh. Fifth, group...
121409.
Today’s my birthday (: I got to school, and talked to Bridgitte&Alvin. They started humming. LOL. Mariah&Amy came. I got a card, that Bridgitte had people sign. Including him. <3 (: If you said happy birthday, or signed my card, I love you ~ First, we had a sub. MsO’Brien will probably be pissed tomorrow -___- Second, chapter 8 and 9 stuff. Break, Deena shouted out that it...
Every time you glance those beautiful eyes of...
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You must be a good runner, because you're always...
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Hm,
I went to Eastridge yesterday (: I saw The Princess & the Frog with my cousins. It was a cute movie (: I shopped, and spent like over a hundred dollars -__- So much for saving. I can never save money. Not my fault, it’s the all the stores’ fault for having such cute things. Haha. I got presents for,
MariahManibusan.
BridgitteLy.
Chia-ryChang.
JowelOchoa.
DeenaManithep.
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I miss all the times you said the most sweetest...
I'm tired of all your lies.
Stop throwing mixed signals at me. I don't like...
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There's this boy... and I'd love to tell you all...
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You're my light in the darkness of this world.
121109.
Morning, I got to school and talked to Jowel&Luis. Then, Mariah, Bridgitte, and Alvin. First, notes. Second, test. Break, people ditched me ): Third, essay. Fourth, I was bored, nothing to do. Lunch, walked around with Amy. Fifth, quiz. Sixth, last day of weight lifting. After school, walked to Millbrook. I saw Jowel&Matthew. Hug. Left. I went home. New pictures on myspace(: Too lazy to...
I'm tired of all your excuses. I want the truth...
121009.
I haven’t spoken to him in days. He always makes me say Hi to him first. Ugh. Anyway, I got to school today, talked to Bridgitte, Mariah, and Jowel. First, notes. Second, boring. Break, salsa-ing with Mariah. LOL(: Third, essay. Fourth, substitute looked like MsGee, a bit. HAHA. Lunch, people were being weird. Bridgitte, Mariah, Chia-ry, AmyChu, and AmyPham o.o Fifth, group work. Worked with...
120909.
Bridgitte lost her voice ! ): It was sooo quiet at school o.o Danniel had cup noodles. LOL. MsO’Brien, slide lecture. MsAlvarez, computer lab ! I worked with Lilian. Break, I talked to Mariah, Bridgitte, and Jowel. MsLising, my least favorite teacher, and class. MrFujimoto, we had a substitute. It was MrRogers, again. I had him like 3 times this year. Bleh, he’s weird. Lunch,...
I opened up to you. I trusted you, and now I get no response. You’re making me feel like I’m stupid, and I’m too much to handle. You promised you would always be there for me during those hard things, but I guess that promise just went away after you found out how much I complained. Whatever.
I want to wake up and know that you're mine, and...
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120809.
I was in a bad mood today, I wanted to just fast forward to sixth, because that’s my favorite class(: This morning, I got to school and talked to Mariah, Bridgitte, and Jowel. Social studies, we took the test. I hate being first to finish, because people stare at me when I’m turning in the test. Science, the only class I don’t have with a friend. No one talks to me, so it’s...
mariahrye:
Everytime I like a guy, they always like someone close to me. It’s really not fair, and it breaks my heart. What do they have that I don’t? Are they prettier than me? Or do they treat you better? Because I may not have the best looks, but I think I’m decent enough to get by, and I treat you to the best of my ability. I just wish things could be different„
You’re really starting to piss me off. Stop trying to talk to me, you’re annoying. You talk about stupid things, and you never stop. If I don’t reply for 2 seconds, you send me a bunch of IMs. Ugh.
You make me laugh at things that aren't funny. You...
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I hate how there's always awkward silences between...
I always smile and laugh, it makes people believe...
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