January 2011
61 posts
january27.
Today was nice. While walking to second period, Luis Ceja was chewing gum, and when he said hi to me, the gum fell put of his mouth, LOLOL. so now he blames me for making him drop his gum! I sat in between Amy and Karey during math. Donald Duck! (= Haggett likes to call me Karina, .___. My throat still hurt during lunch, & now I’m thinking that I should have listened to Vinay and not get...
The bad part about liking someone is that sometimes, you get your hopes up. & in the end, more often than not, you end up getting disappointed. I need to get my mind off all this.
I don’t like this confused feeling- not knowing if I like you or not. I was pretty sure I didn’t.. but I guess recently.. I don’t know. All I know is you make me smile, even when I’m having...
I hate how I get headaches so easily these days. & the slightest things annoy me. I also know that this is annoying other people, hence the hate on my formspring. But those shall remain unanswered. I’m sorry I can’t please anyone. If I say something annoys me, it goes for everyone, not just some people. I don’t recall ever saying it did. But it’s my fault, I suppose, it...
I was about to make a post about how selfish I think you’re being. But I know no one would understand, and everyone would assume it was them. Not every negative thing I post is about one specific person, just saying. But just to put it out there, you really are being selfish. lol, and the only person who understands this happens to be my hamstawr, so no stupid assumptions, please and thank...
january25.
Amy discovered that I can actually type on my calculator, and I thought that was very cool. (= My name is now Jeezca, according to Karey. Mindy was sliding her backpack across the desk to see if I could stop it, LOL. I like third period. (= wrestling in fifth was fun. Except he made me wrestle this girl for my last match, and I felt so bad cause she was scared of me .__. Note to self: partner up...
january24.
Mondays have been better. But I’m satisfied with today. Math was fun. LOL. Triple W! I love Amy Chu and Lewis! I will eat Karey. I walked around at lunch with Bridgitte. & then wrestling during PE. Alvin is in our class now! :D mile. Headache after, and I was annoyed, cause. Well, doesn’t matter. Science. I talked to Vinay after school. He wasn’t going to tell me why he got...
Four months ago, today, was a horrible day. & this summer, I’m going back to Vietnam, the last place I saw him about three years ago. Time goes by so quick. It’s like just yesterday, he was here, with me, cracking jokes and making me laugh until it hurt. He didn’t deserve such a short life. No one mentions him much anymore, because no one is willing to believe it, still. Not...
“Did you ever do this, you think back on all the times you had with someone and...”
– Tom, (500) Days of Summer.
This shouldn’t bother me as much as it does. You’ve proven that you’re nothing but a bunch of lies. Our friendship has fallen, and I believe I’m the only one trying to bring it back. lol, but what’s the point. You said that you’re “finally” happy! So I guess that means all our memories don’t mean crap to you. Nice to know you cared. lol, and...
january21.
Bridgitte and I decided that we will try out for volleyball. I’m a bit hesitant, but long as we are both trying out together. Lunch was interesting. I sometimes don’t understand Vinay. LOL. Wrestling was fun. Rony is in our class now. :D & after school, Luis Ceja came behind me and Deena and decided to scare us. LOL. That loser. He is so funny. (= today was nice.
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Took the words right out of my mouth.
Today was nice. I sit next to Andrew Phan in Fuji’s class! Third period. I like Amy Chu. (= Bridgitte and I walked around talking at lunch. LOL. Deena and I demonstrated the wrestling moves for PE! LOLOL, David and his ‘oops!’ He is so cute! I love having PE with him, Deena, and Danniel. & I love wrestling. After school, I was walking to Millbrook alone, until I saw Dom...
Today was okay. I like first period Fuji. =) I just don’t like sitting next to John. I thought my PE class would be bad, but I’m actually satisfied with it. =) I have Deena, David, and Danniel! & We all stand near each other too! LOL, our class is small though. Last semester, I was number 40. Now I’m number 28! Wrestling tomorrow, and I really can’t wait. I love...
I’ve been chasing after you for a while now. But these days, you seem to move on, quicker than ever. What happened to our friendship? What happened to the time when ‘best friends’ wasn’t just a title for us? I’m trying to catch up to you, because I still care. But maybe it’s too late for that.
Why should I care? You weren’t even mine to begin with. But I suppose it’s the fact that I really like you. But I guess the thing is, she does too. & I’m sure that you think she’s a lot more beautiful or more fun to be around than I’ll ever be. I usually wouldn’t give up so quick, but it seems a bit hopeless for me right now. Maybe trying to forget you will...
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No more TA for Alvarez.. D: I miss her and the seventh graders already. & I’m going to miss having PE with Nick and Rony. I wonder how first period Fuji will be. & fifth period PE, with Spengler, again. This is the fourth time! But it’s okay, Spengler’s the best. :D First period was nice. Always is. Wrestling in PE. ;DD After school, Deena and Karina were marking Luis...
Two more days of Alvarez’s class..! Jeopardy in Jenkins. lol, team 8 always loses, cause we always have to go last .___. The math test in Aragon wasn’t that easy. Haggett called me Karina, again. Spengler’s class is always nice, but today, it wasn’t all that great. Sub in Woodley; it was very boring. The only good part of my day was.. =) Other than that, today was just...
I’m sorry I’m not perfect. But you know, no one is. I don’t know how many times people have to say that for you to understand. I’m sorry I share the same interests as you. I guess that makes you assume I’m copying you. But really, that’s a stupid assumption. & I’m sorry for letting you down. I thought you were the type of friend I could say anything...
Only three more days with Alvarez’s class. I’m not so excited. I worked with Alvin today during language arts. =) Amy Chu was not in third period today! Karey is my best friend from Texas school. :D Mindy and her paper, or her “baby”, I should say, HAHAHA. Third period was the best part of my day, even though I missed Amy Chu terribly. Richard was being sweet, and walked me...
Perfect seat in math! Right next to Amy. <3 Karey is sort of diagonal. Lewis is right in front of me. Janet is to the left. & Mindy is across the room, but facing us. So I can look at her during class. :D I hate running the mile, but I ran it with Deena today. =) Khanh and Deena walked with me to Millbrook. Today was nice.
Funny how you’ve broken all the promises we made, yet I’ve still kept all of mine. I don’t know why I care so much; I bet you don’t even remember our promises. I still care about you, you know. You’re just not worth my time anymore.
I’m sorry for whatever I did that made you hate me so much, but really, I’m not the only one at fault. So you don’t need to go around, telling everyone how bitchy I am, or how you can’t stand my attitude. Sorry, I didn’t know that I live to please you. Just kidding. You’ve got a problem with me? I guess that’s too bad for you.
“Either she’s an...
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I hate it when people
talk extremely loud, just to get other people’s attention
keep bugging me about business that doesn’t concern them
purposely walk into me and not say sorry, but expect me to say sorry
interrupt someone while they’re talking
are rude to adults and/or other students
talk crap about me right in front of my face, and act clueless when I confront them
kareytheshiman:
It seems like you don’t have time for me.
But even when you do, you don’t even show an effort. I’m nowhere near your top priorities. You don’t even care anymore. You’ll run off having the time of your life with other people, with somebody else who replaced me. Someone who seemed so insignificant. Someone you wouldn’t even think of before you thought of me. Time certainly does...